My Story..My Curhats

I know i have not been blogging for quite sometimes. Blame it on my employer. I was so tight up with work sampaikan there were days gone without me having my usual morning shower and straight to office! ok ok im playing with you on the shower part. The point is, i was so dead busy. My actual last posting was back in January. The last one where i kicked some jakarta's engineers asses playing futsal doesnt count as it is just a post with pictures, no write ups or whatsoever. Anyway,lots of things happened during this period. Banyak sangat sampai gua pun tak tau mana nak start dulu ni..let see if i can recall bit by bit alright..Hmmm, lets start with my job first since my personal live is very dull and boring *sigh*

My Boring job:

I've been assigned and need to get involve with this so called mega project, Project Y somewhere in mid March this year. To build another base in our neighboring country, Indonesia. Kira macam expanding the business offshore since our market in Bolehland dah saturated. You see, in my dept, we always give codenames to our project..mcm cerita james bond la kadang2 gua rasa..So this project is given the codename Project Cinderella. Dont ask me why they choose Cinderella. Then come this most bizzare ground shaking glass shattering announcement. I was instructed by my big honcho to lead the technical team! WHATTHA @#$%??? i swear i was about to wet my pants masa dia cakap macam tu. Was he high on mushroom,weed or something? Being a small fish/late comers all the way, datang keje ikut suka mak bapak gua i didn’t expect to be given this huge task. I was bit reluctant to accept that responsibility at first. Ok, it will look good on my CV, but can i really handle this? Besar responsibility tu but then the thought of going away from my base a.k.a Hell is very tempting indeed. Jakarta pulak tu and i never been there before. Heard that cewek2 nya asyik bangat. Plus it sounded like a paid vacation. ( to be honest, i was motivated by that sebenarnye). So i accepted the task happily after given much consideration. (Thanks keymon for believing me) So the next 6 months i've been working my ass up to complete Phase 1 and 1A. So sempat la berpeleseran 5 trips to Jakarta. Work wise, it was a different experience altogether. No hard feelings but working with Indonesian is not that easy as it looks. They keep changing plans within short period. They like to promise things that they couldn't deliver on time. But with God willing, with the help of the excellent team, we managed to pull it off with flying colors within stipulated time given. Salute sama lu orang. Now Phase 1 and Phase 1A down. 1 more to go.

Putting my non-stop working matter aside, I had the opportunity to chill, lepak, jalan2 and did some shopping kecil-kecilan. What I can tell you is, Jakarta is big. Stuff are way cheaper and loads and loads of stylo beautiful people. Nitelife is awesome. I wouldn't mind coming back for Phase 2. I think this after-work activities should have its own blog posting. Ok whenever im free i will pen my trips to Jakarta. And before i forget, I would like to thank my big cousz, Mr BadanSasa who was being so nice to me during my stay over there despite the hard time he has to endure. Bak kata my keymon, perangai budak sekolah darjah 1 kadang2 terkeluar kejap..hehehhe. Appreciate your hospitality bro. See you in the coming Hari Raya. Thanks for the kain arafat. Its a head turner back in KL :)And yes i still owe you info on Lacoste. Soon k?

This morning i received a very important phone call. It was my agent, Ms Maria. She brought sunshine to my gloomy day (Will tell you more in the next section) After 6-7 job interviews, alhamdulillah, i finally managed to land one. Hooray! She even made me promise to take her and her friends out for lunch after the "signing ceremony". I told her everything is possible as long as i got the figure i wanted. So i guess i wont be going to Jakarta nor Manila after this. :( Pending the black and white offer letter on the table of course. The job prospect and career advancement is excellent, having to play with big phat telco machines lagi, the pay is too good to resist plus i desperately need to change my ol' skool ride. Hehehee. So pray for me will ya.


Malaysian Politics:

Its getting dirtier day by day. What else should i say? Our current state affair is a laughing stock! Malu sial. Zaman Tun mana ada macam ni. We should pull a V for Vendetta stunt. Burn down the Parliament (figuratively of coz, i dont want to be ISAed just by saying this). Give back the power to the people, the rakyat, me and you. End of story. How to do that? Ask Ms Peanut. She's a good political analyst/observer. Im sure she has few good strategies under her sleeves that we can try to adopt. Ms Peanut tak teringin bertanding Ketua Puteri Umno? ;)


My Relationship:

I am blessed man by having a wonderful keymon who fully understand me by my side. I cant be more thankful to the Almighty for that. It seems that destiny brought us together. The way we cross our path is pure miracle. Its like relationship made in heaven. In my eyes, she's so special in every way. I’ve been in and out of relationships berpuluh kali during my younger days (That time I was one of the hottest mamat at Lot10 area ok! No big round perot, no saggy panda eyes..Hahahaha). Ok back to my booboo. She is different from the rest. Way different from any girls I dated before. The best of the best i would say. Physically and emotionally tip top. Always tell myself that I've got myself a keeper! A 10. Ok maybe I exaggerate. But definitely a 9er. Nobodys perfect remember?  I must confess that before meeting her, i was once kaki party, kaki gadoh, hidup tak tentu arah and i dont give a shit about the anyone else except myself and my brothers. We were king of kings. But she changed me indirectly. In a good way obviously. I realized dalam keras2 jiwa ni sebenarnye gua ada sikit sifat mat bunga raya yang tersembunyi. :D Together, we had fun doing all those crazy stuff. I mean really crazy shieet if you know what I mean. Time spent with her flies superduper fast. Sampai tak penah cukup la kalau chill together. Melekat like Bonnie and Clyde. We really feel comfortable with each other and can talk about anything. We both are like small kids most of the time..laughing, giggling, teasing is understatement. We done more than that. (Gosh! I really miss those moments)

But sometimes, relationships do get ill. Things were different last week. She acted strange. I cant really describe but the vibe i got from her is different as if the spark is fizzling out. She was not her usual self. Out of the blue she brought up this taboo matter, the-thing-we-are-not-suppose-to-discuss. And i didn't know how to respond. Being me, i told her everything is okay. Been there done that kinda bullshit . Its not abnormal and nothing to be scared of. In fact I've experience what she's experiencing right now and passed that phase pun. But as the conversation goes deeper, i lost the plot. I started thinking using my arse. Things turned ugly. And the rest is history. We haven't speak from that day onwards. Still haven't heard any news from her all day long. All i can do is to pray that something good will pop out in the next few days..

B, if you're reading this, please at least reply my texts by sending me short text pun dah cukup. I just want to know how are you doin'..thats all nothing more. I wont reply if you don’t want me to. I know i have been a pushy bastard lately (as always) but i do i miss you dearly. And whatever the outcome, you are still my soul mate. The one made for me. Always will. You know i dont do this often, but i am here now to say that I am truly sorry for the things that i said to you. I reacted that way because i sense that im loosing you slowly (im doin it again, putting pressure on you, arrgghh). Perhaps we need to take a long break from communicating with each other. You probably need a breather to revive our relationship, time off to get away from me for a while before you completely lose the spark (Or have you?). Who knows,maybe missing each other will put some stars back into things. Im not suggesting we go separate ways. But I'm no Love Guru though i watched that movie during the weekend. Yes you right, the movie aint that good except it has eye candy on it, Jessica Alba (which reminds me of you, in a way). But i do think you look more like Fox after watching WANTED. The resemblance is obvious. But from behind that is. Chup tweet, i change my mind. You dont need to text me asap. Whenever you are ready to talk lah k. I taknak dictate what need to be done. or else it wont be natural. It takes two to tango. :)

okay peepz..that summarize everything..enough with my emotional outburst. This isn't me. I hate exposing this mushy other side of me in public actually. But then again, aren't we all bloggers known to be internet exhibitionist! :)

Have a good rest and I will see you again, eventually. ;)


p/s: im typing this entry using my cute qwerty keypad..oh yeah i pampered myself with a new sexy looking multimedia gadget, Nokia E71. Thought of gettin' Sony Ericsson Xperia a.k.a X1 but da long wait is killing me and the keypad of my old K550i pun dah barai. So now im back using symbian s60 phone. I will review this hot unit in my next posting insyaallah..bila tu, tak tau la kan..Alah as if i have loyal reader la pun :D